News are beginning to surface on Taiwan newspaper as the new album and concert are drawing close. Sandy talked about five years ago, her mother got sick and passed away in just a few months – she was only 56. She strongly believe her mother would recover, but things didn’t turn out that way. Sandy then understood there are things no matter how hard she try, she might not get the way she wanted – same apply to her love relationship. Sandy used let her feeling guide her through, love is everything, but she realized it’s actually very tiring and painful at times. She has learned to love herself at this age, this’s her most de-stressed moment in her life. Sandy’s father passed away in 2004, not long after Sandy got her divorce with Jonathan. This explained why when she had such a mixed feeling, when she returned to Shanghai last month and she said “想回上海，å»æ‰¾ä¸åˆ°ä¸€å€‹ç†ç”±” (read). Sandy also said she got very upset about forgetting lyrics at her HK concert last year, it’s supposed to be her talent to remember everything, but talent can run out too… she is going to work harder to overcome it.

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æ¯è¦ªé©Ÿé€ 扭轉人生觀

金牛座的林憶蓮，外表看起來很柔順，但個性å»è¶…ã„ㄧㄥ，她的ã„ㄧㄥ，加上「愛情至上ã€çš„信仰，讓她éŽåŽ»çš„人生備感æ„困。她表示：「我以å‰ç”¨æ„Ÿè¦ºä¸»å°Žä¸€åˆ‡ï¼Œä¸€è«‡æˆ€æ„›ï¼Œæ„›æƒ…就是我的全部，å°æ–¹ä¸€å¥å¥½è©±ï¼Œæˆ‘就整天快樂，和å°æ–¹é¬§å½†æ‰­ï¼Œæˆ–找ä¸åˆ°å°æ–¹ï¼Œæˆ‘就想到最壞的狀æ³ï¼Œè‡ªæˆ‘折磨，痛苦è¬åˆ†ã€‚ã€

5å¹´å‰ï¼Œæž—憶蓮æ¯è¦ªé©Ÿç„¶éŽä¸–，這個劇變，扭轉她的性格和人生觀。她淡淡說著：「媽媽在短短幾個月內發病離開，她病發時，我始終堅信她會好轉，但她還是走了，年僅56歲。她的éŽä¸–，讓我終於了解，å³ä½¿æˆ‘用盡全力去執著的事，也未必會有自己想è¦çš„çµå±€ã€‚ã€

力爭的愛 æˆå¹»æ»…的夢

å‰å¹´ï¼—月，林憶蓮和æŽå®—盛簽字離婚，離婚å‰æ²’多久，她也失去了父親。她和æŽå®—盛這段轟轟烈烈的婚姻，曾是她奮力執著以å°ã€ä¸€å¿ƒç›¸ä¿¡æ„›æƒ…所é”æˆçš„çµæžœï¼Œä½†æœ€çµ‚，她還是é¢å°å¤¢æƒ³çš„幻滅，接å—ç¾å¯¦çš„殘酷。

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放下了 就沒有痛苦

林憶蓮å¦è¨€ï¼Œæˆ–許是性格使然，她在這段婚姻中曾有éŽçš„複雜情緒，ä¸å¤ªæœƒå’Œåˆ¥äººåˆ†äº«ï¼Œä¹Ÿä¸æ‡‚得如何去分享，而這些糾çµçš„苦楚，在她相繼é¢è‡¨çˆ¶æ¯çš„別離後，也終於懂得放下。「佛說，放下了就沒有痛苦。我從婚姻裡得到最深的體悟，就是ä¸è¦ç´¯ç©è‡ªå·±çš„情緒。回首éŽåŽ»ï¼Œæˆ‘還是充滿感激，那是一段很充實的日å­ã€‚ã€

林憶蓮çµæŸå©šå§»å¾Œå’Œåˆæˆ€ç”·å‹é™³è¼è™¹é‡é€¢ï¼Œç›®å‰å…©äººæ„Ÿæƒ…穩定。林憶蓮笑說，ç¾åœ¨å¥¹çœ‹å¾…愛情輕鬆多了，也ä¸å†é‘½ç‰›è§’尖，還會çµå©šå—Žï¼Ÿå¥¹èªªï¼šã€Œæˆ‘å°å©šå§»çœ‹å¾—淡了。å°æˆ‘來說，兩個人çµå©šæ™‚宣誓è¦æ°¸é æ„›å°æ–¹ã€ç…§é¡§å°æ–¹ï¼Œå…¶å¯¦è·Ÿå¯¦éš›ç‹€æ³æ˜¯æœ‰è¡çªçš„。人生很無常，有些事ä¸æ˜¯æˆ‘們所能掌控，å³ä½¿æˆ‘æ„›å°æ–¹ä¸€è¼©å­ï¼Œå°æ–¹å»æœªå¿…啊。ã€

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Source: 中國時報 | Thanks Ricardo/Fei

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